Will you ever be able to give Mistress Anfisa what she wants from you? What she expects from you is well known to you, so why cant you just get it together to value her with an appropriate amount? You are a total loser, thats why! No excuse in the world can justify your pathetic behavior. And Mistress Anfisa has already heard every excuse from you anyway, so dont keep boring her with your chatter and all the excuses, but finally convince her with actions! She already broke you on one occasion, but now get yourself together and start all over again!